Just need some rest..

Is a bit hard and long, isn´t it ?

to follow all that, to go alone to those places, to find your own weakness trying to push you down,

is hard isn´t it ?

But what else could I do ?

Is like, stopping would make me feel even worse than the stones of the way,

is not that everything is bad.. is that sometimes it feels so lonely.

Don´t know.. i suppose im just thinking too much but maybe im trying to give meaning to a life that seems to be meaningless, because im never happy with just things, im never happy just being somebody or something or with a good job... there is something more asking me to go..

the thing is that sometimes don´t know where or why, is like being swimming in the sea and suddenly have a feeling of swimming to the horizon, and while you do it you feel lonely and sad sometimes, others times, the happiest person in the world, the balance between both starts to be understood by me, but that feeling is uncomprehensible.

Im doing it, trusting that feeling, following it, listening to it, feeding it, because all those men that did, all those men that wrote a book, that changed something in our lifes, in humanity, or their own lifes, all of them, they did so, they followed that to the unkown,

and that blind trust gave them

the most beautiful gifts of their lifes... ... and the worst and hardest experiences aswell..

im suppose that all might be resumed to,

if you follow it, it´ll be hard, it´ll rain, it´ll hurt, but it will let you see something that you might never let be forgotten.

It will show you, what life is made of, made for, and lived with and without.

It showed me, myself, the darkest and the brightest.

i feel strong, music gives me strenght, all those smiles, those words, those books, those people, those places, those experiences, give meaning, to that something, that seemed to be so meaningless.

that something give meaning to something that is bigger than me and everything.

that something give meaning to the beat of my heart, to the power of my thoughs, to the wings of my dreams. that something gives meaning to all that might mean something to me.

that something gives meaning

to me.