Don´t have many choices but two.

Or next thursday or next 2nd of December. Are the only days to leave the island, actually i could check aerlingus aswell..

man i´ve just breath deeply and say kind of smoke going out of me just for a fraction of a second...

then looked again but it was gone..

well, the thing is that, i´ve lost my inner peace again.. the thing that gives me a bit of hope is that i know that that peace was in the same place, the same moment and the same life im living.

only the life situation is diferent

is only a state of mind , a knowledge, a presence, is like knowing something but ignoring it, or knowing something without thinking about it, anyway i miss a lot the silence of the wild, of the nature.

the green, the smiles, the everything..

here is not too bad, the sea, the waves, the family, the food is awesome, the hugs of my mum, i thing that everyone should write everyday..

maybe i think that because im not doing it very often..

its interesting, when i give an advice i realize that is an advice im giving to me, if i give it to a person, is because the only one who really need it it´s me.

well that´s not so new..

i want to leave, but i want to stay too..

desicions. elections.

deep inside i know that i´ll leave, but the thing is when.

don´t want to wait too long, time passes very fast and very relaxed, im forgeting my love for the art, is like , thereis too much noise to feel the silence and apreciate the poetry, the lyrics f a song, the sound of something, or even just the sky, wen i look up i realize that a lot of thought are messing around in my mind..

i just want to turn it off, and lost my self into the present moment.

alone, with somebody.. i don´t care..

im not gonna be with somebody just because i need somebody, because i dont, and if i do so, i will have that relationship from the needing... that´s not so honest...

im good alone, and if in my peace, my freedom and my happiness somebody joins, or i join somebody, it will be good.

i need to fly again..

good to write again