Perverted

Perverted
lost for what I just see,
Is it true ?

I know that words are just words but
if only one could carry all the meaning of it...
would be perverted.

If I were blind where would I move?
If I were blind where would I look ?
What would I write?
Would I be here now ?
If I were blind
and my eyes wouldnt fool me as they do,

would I be able to see the truth?
would I feel the warm voices of the people
instead of think about their words?
Would I forget the passion, and Live by heart ?

Im perverted now,
following my eyes,
thinking about tomorrow and later,
painting the now with a mindly accepted colour,
painly walking through the desperated voices of my heart,
deadly killing it, while in an election, suddenly,
it comes up to be shut down again.

Is what I really want?
Is that what I really want?
I don't know, well
actually I think that I know.

But why I still follow.. ?!
Why the fuck do I still follow this way?!
Is beause ive changed my life perspective
starting to live it only with the reasoning and LOGICS ?!?!

Am I killing the real me ?!?!

Was that profecy true?!!

Fuckk!

I don't know where Im going,
but I should know where I've been.

Said Whitesnake.

I dont know why im going,
BECAUSE IVE GOT A FEELING,
WHEN I ASK
TO MY HEART
literally.

heart, where do you wanna go ?

fastly and clear: Back

Where? : To the mountains

Is it a mistake ? : yes.


THATS WHY, I FEEL like this.

am i killing my heart, and starting to live the evil life of logics and reasoning ?
Am I losting myself ?

Am i going against destiny, Karma, Universe and therefore, against life?

Am I becoming anti-life?

...my belly relaxes while releasing an infinite but compromised sight.

What will I do?

What do I do?

I know what I know,
about existence,
about feelings,
about life,
about destiny?
about myself.
about nothing at all.

about the conciousness of the space,
about the realising experience of being,
about the experience of presence in an empty space known as reality.
about my presence in my body.

I don't understand, don't want either.
I just know it.

now i know
everywhere i go,
itll be me.

everywhere i go,
ill be being

what is a mistake?

going knowing before doing that is gonna be one?

so then
ill learn from it.

Ill learn.

Ill learn whatever happens.

Ill learn.

whatever.



Happens